Somethings have to end.

Wrote this while I was away at camp...

In the back of my mind I count your footsteps as you walk away
I can't stand to know the hurt we're now burdened with
But the right decision is always the hardest to make

Inside my head, it's so loud in here
Our lives flash before my eyes and piece by piece, start to collapse
I know I have to let this go, let it disappear
Our relationship had too much conflict and contrast

It started out so strong but later started to disintegrate
Sometimes it's best to just leave the pieces
Instead of hurting yourselves with more mistakes

I recall pacing back and forth, running around the house
All I know is, God said, this is the way through, I will help you out
So to my Lord, I surrender, and pray, pray, pray
And praise the God who gives, yet thee who takes away.

Sometimes we just don't know what's going to hit us next in life
I'm just a piece of artwork in His hands
.Through all the struggles, trials, and strife..
We're apart of His greater plan

So I surrender to the potter
I am His work of clay
And yet the heat of this life grows hotter
I, His gem, watch as He refines me, and chips the invalid pieces away

Unfortunately, the worst piece of me was you
I tried to tell myself we were fine
I tried to tuck away the truth
I just wanted you to be mine

But when you try to fight fire with fire,
you just get a bigger flame
In the end we're both scarred, burnt out, and tired
Now it'll never be the same

So go ahead and tell your friends all the pain I've caused
Make justification of your cons with my breaking of your heart
Just know my gain was much greater in this loss
I was down for so long, it was an ease to depart.


I remember you telling me people get what they deserve
So I pray that God has grace on you
And that no matter what, you'll remain in His hands and great work


If there's one thing I'd have to say if I ever see you again
It's I'm trying to forgive you
And from a distance make amends